Afterall (The Blackbird Session) Beartooth

I must be doing this all wrong
Should be happy but I'm searching for the voice I lost
Guess I'm just human after all, all
I woke up with the same dark feeling
Head on the ground and my thoughts on the ceiling
Another dream where the light is burning out
I don't know what to chase, my hope is erased
I look at myself and I don't know my own face
Just got fixed and I'm already breaking down
How do I feel when my wounds aren't healing?
Why do I stop when I start believing?
I must be doing this all wrong
Should be happy but I'm searching for the reasons why
Puts my head in overdrive
I thought I had this figured out
I should scream but I'm still searching for the voice I lost
Guess I'm just human after all, all
You're no good, suck it up and change it
The way you feel is a little outdated
You'll never change and we'd rather hear the lie
I don't know what to say, I'm never okay
I try to dig deep and there's nothing but pain
I'm singing my songs but the words just don't relate
It's hard to live when my wounds aren't healing
Why do I stop when I start believing?
I must be doing this all wrong
Should be happy but I'm searching for the reasons why
Puts my head in overdrive
I thought I had this figured out
I should scream but I'm still searching for the voice I lost
Guess I'm just human after all, all

There's not an ounce of hope inside of me
I wanna die before I fade away
I must be doing this all wrong
Should be happy but I'm searching for the reasons why
Puts my head in overdrive
I thought I had this figured out
I should scream but I'm still searching for the voice I lost
Guess I'm just human after all, all
Guess I'm just human after all